Peroxwhygen - Explanation

Explanation

Whoever ends up hearing this
Hear me, hear what I have to say
It's the explanation you've been waiting for
As of now, you'll wait no more

For me to arrive on time
For you not to have a heart attack
For me to arrive alright
As of then, you'll worry no more

And I worry much less
Still I will hand over all to impress
The entire world, with only one song
Will I still own the passion to carry on

So many hours have passed
And all my aging feels rushed
And I can not flush down this pain
Down it's drain, down the toilet
On all this shit
Many days I have laid
Waking up to sleep as I'm standing aching
Conflicted, 27th year in

Whoever ends up reading this
Read my, read what I'd thought you'd never find
In me it's the expiration date
That expired because I was late

For many shows day after night
Week after week, changing my flight
No matter what, no matter why
No wonder they severed all ties

With me and my charisma
They'll know me as the uncanny enigma
Be afraid to book me
I'm a working liability

And I worry much less
Still I will hand over all to impress
The entire world, with only one song
Will I still own the power to carry on

So many hours have passed
And all my aging feels rushed
And I can not flush down this pain
Down it's drain, down the toilet
On all this shit
Many days I have laid
Waking up to sleep as I'm driving aching
Conflicted, 28th year in

The crossroads, but which way to go
Instinct drive, I trust you know better than myself
You built my lifes road
On to where ever, on through the pleather
Takes time to hear me, makes time to steer me right

However ends up knowing this
Know me, know what I had to say, it was the
Explanation I am still good for
As of then, you'll worry no more